When I tell I people who are christians some of my views their jaws drop to hear some of the things I might say because not only I was raised in the church but my parents had their own church. So when I say there is nothing wrong with marijuana use they don’t know how I watched my father die of cancer from day-to-day suffering from this disease that was slowly killing him and when he told me the pills the doctor prescribed for him made him more sicker I felt was there any hope for him to live. Why is it in a christian point a view this is a better way to heal yourself from something man-made that will only kill you? (I prayed to God please don’t let me die this way)
You could believe in something so much when you find out it’s not true you feel hoodwinked for example when I went to church I believed that God’s chosen ones could heal the sick because Jesus did it correct, if not why am I coming to church. About 2 years ago I started waking up feeling dizzy and tired, I felt when I woke up in the morning I didn’t get enough rest I would have to go back to bed to feel rested. After a while going back to bed wasn’t helping because no matter how much I slept I still felt tired. After being prayed for in church for healing I was still feeling the same way, I broke down one Sunday crying in the church bathroom thinking why would God want to kill me? Finally I built up enough courage to go to the hospital where the doctor diagnosis me with sleep apnea. The next sunday I went back to church and before the Pastor delivered his sermon he told his members that if you feel there is anything wrong with you health wise to go see the doctor. I thought this is what the church was for if it wasn’t a place for healing then it must be a place for entertainment, So I came to the conclusion that I will only go to churches that entertain me. (Hallelujah)
Where I’m from Brooklyn!!!! There is a Church on every corner so many of them divided but if they would come together for one common goal for example to end poverty in its own ghetto WOW!!! It can be done because the church does have power to me it just doesn’t understand how much.
God gives us each day which starts over again and again with 24 hours being it’s time period, 7 days of starting over which seems like deja vu. As the days go by we get older, we experience new things about life which my be good memories or terrible memories. Through the hours, minutes, and seconds he gives us time to make things right.
Back in 1991 my father had saw how America would come to it’s destruction, God gave him a vision of how their would be no middle class their will only be Rich or Poor people to me it is amazing everytime I watch his videotape sermon how true his vision will become as we inch closer to most people in America becoming poor.
Fast foreward to 2011 -Holy crap!!! I dream I’m in a supermarket I see an older gentlemen sitting on a shopping cart looking depressed as I walk around the supermarket everywhere I go there is no food on shelves and in the freezers, Then I’m in Baltimore, Maryland and I’m sitting on a stoop, I look across the street people are lined up around the block to get in the corner store I run in the store skipping everyone on line to reach in the deep freezer to get a weird looking seafood item which looked like a loster or crab with big eyes wrapped in a square box. (The beast is coming!!!!)
And New York well Let’s just leave that for another time.
I’ll let you know later how China and Russia are linked to the future of Americia.
Well Barack Obama will go from state to state giving beautiful speeches of how we need to create more jobs and that the rich will have to play more taxes and also his famous speech about healthcare which will be forever messed up since President nixon got a hold of it. As I sit and listen to his speeches what concerns me is that it is never told what is really about to happen to America so You have to make a choice Listen to Obama or we can go to church and get a cotton candy sermon from the pastor in the pulpit. (The beast is coming!!!!)
Follow the eyes they will lead you!!!!! So many good years in this country now is the time to get ready for the beast!!! Get up off your knees because your fake religion can’t save you.
I close my eyes then all of sudden I’m surrounded by tigers I see other tigers that are feasting on other flesh, I get scared and out of nowhere a young lady comes SCARES the tigers around me away because I was so fearful I was afraid to move. We are afraid to move with each other on one goal, instead of sitting in one spot letting the beast come to eat us alive, Now is the time for us to BAND TOGETHER TO COME UP WITH A PLAN BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE FOR MOST OF US. In America there is potential for a economy to flourish inside of a failing economy.
Remember when disaster comes that’s when it is time for our greatest opportunity!!!!
While I was in church one Sunday I started to wonder why all people who come to church never see Jesus and they talk about seeing him in the future but haven’t seen him yet. No pastor,bishop, and prophet has seen him and they claim they are in positon that is not too far from him. While I was in church everyone in the church was praying with their eyes closed I was the only one with my eyes open this sunday, all of a sudden Jesus came to me and hugged me I hugged him back so glad to see him I couldn’t believe it I had so many things I wanted to tell him but I couldn’t because I was so surprised to see him. He said,” listen my son the reason why no one Haven’t seen me is because they pray with their eyes closed tell them to open their eyes and they will see everything”. As soon as Jesus left I put on my shades and walked out of the church.