The Reasons Why I Think Like I Do.

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When I tell I people who are christians some of my views their jaws drop to hear some of the things I might say because not only I was raised in the church but my parents had their own church.  So when I say there is nothing wrong with marijuana use they don’t know how I watched my father die of cancer from day-to-day suffering from this disease that was slowly killing him and when he told me the pills the doctor prescribed for him made him more sicker I felt was there any hope for him to live.  Why is it in a christian point a view this is a better way to heal yourself from something man-made that will only kill you? (I prayed to God please don’t let me die this way)

You could believe in something so much when you find out it’s not true you feel hoodwinked for example when I went to church I believed that God’s chosen ones could heal the sick because Jesus did it correct, if not why am I coming to church. About 2 years ago I started waking up feeling dizzy and tired, I felt when I woke up in the morning I didn’t get enough rest I would have to go back to bed to feel rested.  After a while going back to bed wasn’t helping because no matter how much I slept I still felt tired.  After being prayed for in church for healing I was still feeling the same way, I broke down one Sunday crying in the church bathroom thinking why would God want to kill me?  Finally I built up enough courage to go to the hospital where the doctor diagnosis me with sleep apnea.  The next sunday I went back to church and before the Pastor delivered his sermon he told his members that if you feel there is anything wrong with you health wise to go see the doctor.  I thought this is what the church was for if it wasn’t a place for healing then it must be a place for entertainment, So I came to the conclusion that I will only go to churches that entertain me. (Hallelujah)

Where I’m from Brooklyn!!!! There is a Church on every corner so many of them divided but if they would come together for one common goal for example to end poverty in its own ghetto WOW!!! It can be done because the church does have power to me it just doesn’t understand how much.

God gives Us 24/7

God gives us each day which starts over again and again with 24 hours being it’s time period,  7 days of starting over which seems like deja vu.  As the days go by we get older, we experience new things about life which my be good memories or terrible memories. Through the hours, minutes, and seconds he gives us time to make things right.

The Light which can’t Be reached So embrace Darkness?

To all the victims of the navy my heart goes out to all the families who lost a loved. We can’t blame the shooters problems on violent video games or a mental condition for the reason he spazed out or we can accept the real and true reason of why this happen because all across America people are tired and feed up with disappointment in this society were the rich are getting richer and the poor is getting poorer it can be seen in the ghettos across our country when people are tired and fustrated of living in poverty it brings murder,drugs, violence, and even disruption to communities.  So now chaos is beginning to come to area’s that don’t normally see this type of behavior and trust me we haven’t seen the last of it or cried our last tears more tears and heartache is awaiting for us.  Everyday we as working people get up every morning to reach that light at the end of the tunnel, Which is called the American dream where you put in your time of working years so that when you reach a older age you can retire and enjoy life but that light seems to get further and further away as years pass you by.  What happens when people realize that light they are running toward is not real it is a piece of there imagination which is conjured up by people to keep us working toward an illusion.  How is it that some people are given handout by the government (banks) when people who are struggling the government wants to take whatever possession they have.  Do they really think this is right ?  To me and alot of other people it seems backwards.  I don’t blame people for not trying to find a job why? So they can work to gain a few material items and have it all taken away and of course you won’t receive a bailout.   When the system is unbalanced someone has to pay and that someone is you.

2014= The Beast Is Coming!!!!

Back in 1991 my father had saw how America would come to it’s destruction, God gave him a vision of how their would be no middle class their will only be Rich or Poor people to me it is amazing everytime I watch his videotape sermon how true his vision will become as we inch closer to most people in America becoming poor.

Fast foreward to 2011 -Holy crap!!! I dream I’m in a supermarket I see an older gentlemen sitting  on a shopping cart looking depressed as I walk around the supermarket everywhere I go there is no food on shelves and in the freezers, Then I’m in Baltimore, Maryland and I’m sitting on a stoop, I look across the street people are lined up around the block to get in the corner store I run in the store skipping everyone on line to reach in the deep freezer to get a weird looking seafood item which looked like a loster or crab with big eyes wrapped in a square box.    (The beast is coming!!!!)

And New York  well Let’s just leave that for another time.

I’ll let you know later how China and Russia are linked to the future of Americia.

Well Barack Obama will go from state to state giving beautiful speeches of how we need to create more jobs and that the rich will have to play more taxes and also his famous speech about healthcare which will be forever messed up since President nixon got a hold of it.  As I sit and listen to his speeches what concerns me is that it is never told what is really about to happen to America so You have to make a choice Listen to Obama or we can go to church and get a cotton candy sermon from the pastor in the pulpit.   (The beast is coming!!!!)

Follow the eyes they will lead you!!!!!  So many good years in this country now is the time to get ready for the beast!!! Get up off your knees because your fake religion can’t save you.

I close my eyes then all of sudden I’m surrounded by tigers I see other tigers that are feasting on other flesh, I get scared and out of nowhere a young lady comes SCARES the tigers around me away because I was so fearful I was afraid to move.    We are afraid to move with each other on one goal, instead of sitting in one spot letting the beast come to eat us alive,  Now is the time for us to BAND TOGETHER TO COME UP WITH A PLAN BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE FOR MOST OF US.  In America there is potential for a economy to flourish inside of a failing economy.

Remember when disaster comes that’s when it is time for our greatest opportunity!!!!

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New York skyline at sunset, most of the blocky buildings with their windows lit up, and centered on a Empire State Building lit up red at its top.

Adopted but not Forgotten….

I could hear the banging and yelling through my apartment and as looked out the door down the hallway I could hear Steven who looks like a young 16 years old boy but his real age is 21 banging on his mother door yelling “You don’t treat me right cause I’m adopted”.   Steven was hurt becaused he just learned he was adopted and it was too much for him to handle the anger, frustration, confusion, pain and hurt he felt, I felt it too cause I went through the same journey.  I wish at that moment I could talk to him tell him he’s not alone and I know how he feels.  Oh Steven!!! I said, to myself why you have to piss on your door and in the hallway shaking my head I knew the other neighbors would think he was plain nuts (crazy).  I knew he was just one of my brothers that is lost and he would have to find his self in this journey called life.  I can remember before this incident when I passed Steven in the hallway  to me he looked like a nice young man humble and quiet and you would never guess that he had so much emotions but at the same time he never knew I was like him.

The Most Important Reason Why People Haven’t Seen Jesus!!!!!!!

While I was in church one Sunday I started to wonder why all people who come to church never see Jesus and they talk about seeing him in the future but haven’t seen him yet.  No pastor,bishop, and prophet has seen him and they claim they are in positon that is not too far from him.  While I was in church everyone in the church was praying with their eyes closed I was the only one with my eyes open this sunday, all of a sudden Jesus came to me and hugged me I hugged him back so glad to see him I couldn’t believe it I had so many things I wanted to tell him but I couldn’t because I was so surprised to see him.  He said,” listen my son the reason why no one Haven’t seen me is because they pray with their eyes closed tell them to open their eyes and they will see everything”.  As soon as Jesus left I put on my shades and walked out of the church.

A stained glass depiction of Jesus as a Caucasian man with long brown hair, a beard and the characteristic Christian cross inscribed in the halo behind his head. The figure dressed in a white inner robe cover by a shorter, looser scarlet robe. Depicted as a Shepard, he is holding a crux in his left hand and carrying a lamb in his right. Sheep are positioned to the left and right of the figure.